Artistic Statements
Constraints of Childhood
To be a child in today's world means restrictions, being told you can do this you can't do that, must finish your dinner or no desert and so on..... So what does a child do? They revolt. The only power a child has is in their person so that means they can say yes or no or do things physically because they are "made" to do other things. My idea was to capture this rebellion. The essence of the true child that says I will do as I please with the power I have. That means facial expressions. Whether I smile or frown it is their choice. The photographer may flatter or bribe them, but it may make no difference whatsoever.
Sax Man
The 21st man faces many challenges in todays society. External pressures economic and political pressures family and work must be juggled in smaller and smaller amounts of time. Music is one outlet or distraction from these pressures, a chance to express himself and to enjoy playing music. This picture shows a man playing a Saxophone , but you can see he is not fully focused on his music or the enjoyment that it should bring. Still pre occupied with the reality of life while he plays and so the music begins to suffer.
Bat Girl
My inspiration for Bat Girl, was when I was a child I used to play superheroes, and would climb ladders and trees and watch people from heights. Although these days I find it a little harder to climb ladders and trees. Wearing a mask reminds me of the many faces of my life: wife, mother worker photography student I take off one mask/ role and put another on. Its all about finding your balance....
To see the world through your eyes...
Women have many choices. Who am I? can be expressed through fashion, make up, body image to name a few. I am drawn to this portrait because I believe that ones eyes are the "windows to ones soul", to quote an old adage and my teacher. They say so much about a person their expressive qualities and beauty is what I wanted to show. In each of the above portraits a focus on the eyes has been my goal as they have been the most important parts of the portraits.
Self Evalauation:
So many things to think about in this portfolio: Learning to load and develop using medium format cameras, manual focussing- getting the photo sharp and focussed, using depth of field, tonal range, choice of colours of the subject and background allowing enough head room for the subject having seamless backgrounds for the full length shot with no dirty backgrounds, having good interactions with the subjects :) setting up everything before hand and packing away. Lots to think about, plan for and learn from. Hopefully next time I'll be faster more familiar with the equipment, and also in my planning and execution to get prints that are more creative and that I am happier with. I am saving up for a light meter and this will help me to have better exposure as I'll be able to meter more accurately, main light readings side readings and backgrounds. This portfolio I felt stretched me technically and am hoping that the more I practice the better I'll become with the medium format cameras as they are fun to shoot with.
The Child hood portrait I feel has captured the essence of the child and his constraints. I wanted fairly soft diffuse lighting for this one as he is a toddler I didn't want to make him too hot and also flood him out with light.
In the bat girl portrait my mask was also quite reflective a trait I didn't realise until after the shoot, although the mask does emphasise the eyes outline a little. The photograph I have used was the only one that didn't have to many spectral highlights that needed to be spotted out.
The portrait of the woman and eyes is well lit with good separation of tones from the background, In the sax man photo the eyes are sharp and the tones are good. The photo of David jnr I think might have been better had he been wearing a different outfit, but these are the best of the ones that I shot, with the time and resources I had available.